you and me.

okay. so, yesterday whitney and i were venting. yes. i know it's something we do often.  

but basically what we came up with was this:

why on earth are we single?!  we both are passionate, hardworking, fun, not-too-shabby-looking individuals. we both know what we want in life, and we're pretty independent. we're not clingy. we're not psycho...well, not publicly so.  so, why the eff do we not have boyfriends? 

we decided. it's because boys are subconsciously intimidated by us. boys our age are just that-boys. they are still kidding around and fucking random chicks and being childish. they are still in the mindset of highschool.  whereas, we are grown up.  i know i have so many responsibilities lately that make me feel so old. i have so many worries that i just never ever had before this year. and i love them. i love the feeling of being a responsible adult. i love being trusted. i hate working, but i love the satisfaction of independence.  and maybe a guy just isn't ready for that yet.

and if a guy isn't ready for that then maybe i don't need him...

...but that doesn't make me feel any better.

love,

b.